My least favorite part of becoming an adult has definitely been the realization that pancakes soaked in maple syrup is in no way an intelligent option for breakfast
I don’t know how I feel about DC’s movie universe they are trying to created simply because of Flash. They just started an awesome TV series with an awesome Barry Allen. By 2018 I would be thrilled to see a movie based on the show. They have Arrow started as a part of the Flash universe. I figured those two shows would be tied into the movies in some way…kind of like Agents of S.H.E.I.L.D. Instead they are bringing in a completely different Flash. That doesn’t make sense to me. I know nothing of this Ezra Miller, so I can’t comment on how I think he will do with the role but that isn’t the point. It’s also awesome to have the first out actor to play a superhero (which I believe he is) but also not the point. If you are taking the time to create a shared universe….and the time to create two incredible shows….why not have them in the same universe? I’ve never been a huge DC fan, so maybe my opinion on this isn’t very important….but they have been winning me over the past few years and this is a bit of a disappointment. Don’t get me wrong, it’s not a “Ben Affleck to play Batman” level of disappointment….but still.
I have no weed. I haven’t had weed in 4 days. I’m ready to no longer have no weed. I can’t find anyone with weed. It’s gonna be a long fucking night.
I’m getting really bored of life. I don’t know how to say that without sounding depressed, but I’m really not. I’m feeling better lately then I have in years. I’m lonely but I’m happy…I guess. Or maybe I’ve just become okay with not really having friends to the point where I just don’t care anymore. It just seems like no matter how much better things get, I’m always going to be alone. Things will always feel pointless and as though I’m just going through the motions until it’s over. Not that I’m suicidal or looking to end things. I’ve definitely moved past that…but there is a huge part of me that would love to just reach the end and have everything over with. I’m so disconnected from other people. I don’t understand how to start conversation and I never know how to respond when people talk to me. For the past couple months I have actually been making an effort to meet people. So far I’ve been completely unsuccessful. I work, smoke weed, and watch tv shows until I sleep. I’ll fall asleep on the couch. When I wake up I just go back however many episodes I slept through and continue watching until I fall asleep again. I spend most days going through this routine. It’s to the point I usually have no idea what day of the week it is because it doesn’t usually make sense to me when days start and end. Sometimes I’ll go for 10 minutes walks just so I can say I left the house. It might be easier if I felt this was all leading somewhere. That I was struggling now for an awesome future. But it doesn’t feel like that is the case. It feels like I am just always going to struggle through life by myself. The less time I spend with people the more disconnected I will become and in 20 years I’ll be trying to make conversation with strangers just so I can talk to someone. I don’t want that. I want people in my life that make an effort to stick around and keep in touch with me and make time to see me because they miss me when they don;t. It seems like it comes so easy to so many other people. Why can’t it for me?
Spiderman represents the everyman, but he represents the underdog and those marginalized who come up against great prejudice which I, as a middle-class straight, white man, don’t really understand so much. When Stan Lee first wrote and created this character, the outcast was the computer nerd, was the science nerd, was the guy that couldn’t get the girl. Those guys now run the world. So how much of an outcast is that version of Peter Parker anymore? That’s my question.
Andrew Garfield’s Fucking Epic response to the backlash on his suggestion of a bisexual Spider-Man | http://comicsalliance.com/andrew-garfield-spider-man-gay-stan-lee-marvel/?trackback=tsmclip (via buried-and-breathing-in-regret)
Put on a folk punk show in the park with some friends last night that was inevitably interrupted by the police… except instead of pouring out our beer, he just took a turn on the guitar and played Slayer.
For most of the Summer I have been sitting on Water Street giving away free pins and telling people about Buy My Art! I had this awesome photo taken of me by Brian Carey for a project he is working on called Chasing the Light Fantastic. Be sure to check out his other street photography from around St. John’s at chasingthelightfantastic.com!
And check out Buy My Art! @ facebook.com/buymyartnl
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some people don’t physically express emotions very well!
this means they look serious a lot of the time/don’t smile much!
it does not mean:
- they don’t like you
- they aren’t happy
- they are depressed
- something is “wrong” with them
please don’t mock them for it or insist that they “NEED TO SMILE!!!” or assume that they must be mad at you!!
we’re perfectly fine we just don’t look like it!! stop making fun of us!! thank you!!!!!!!
I have basically posted absolutely nothing for months. I haven’t even logged on in weeks. I have gained followers. It’s like people know I’m awesome and they are just waiting to find out why. Well you people just keep following and there could be some random pointless posts coming in the near future…or the not so near future…or at some point…or maybe this is my last one….if you stop following, you’ll never know.