Reasons why I’m a bad friend:
• i get too attached
• i will complain about all my problems to you
• i will snap at you by accident one day, causing you to hate me
• i need to be reassured periodically that you dont think im annoying
• i am annoying
• im boring
• i dont know how to keep the conversation going
• i get emotional after midnight and will probably tell you something that could make you think differently of me
the worst way for friendships to end is for literally nothing to go wrong, you just stop talking. they stop messaging you to see how youre doing and you get sick of being the first one to initiate conversation so you just let the friendship go and wonder how that person is doing and never hear from them again
Let us dive into this. We have the inability to love. Truely love. Not disdain or refusal, but unable to feel it. There will be a glimmer, a maybe, and we grasp and cling with such ferocity. Maybe this time. Maybe. But the hole inside us sucks and drains. We realize we were so desperate we fooled…
Christopher Eccleston on the relationship between the Doctor and his companions
A Trip Through The Grace - St. John’s, Newfoundland
The Grace Hospital was abandoned years ago, one building has since been torn down. This is a quick tour of inside the remaining nurses residence from the basement to a view of the city from the roof.
I don’t remember how to interact with people. It really sucks. I can’t handle always being alone, but I’m too anxious to make new friends. I spent the weekend crying because I didn’t know how to word a message. I had a chance to meet someone new and, once again, I was too scared. I give up. It’s too hard. I don’t understand what I’m supposed to say to people. I’m sick of being lonely, but it don’t know what else to do. I don’t want to feel trapped in my house anymore.
This is a commercial for a local brewery from a few years ago, It is probably my favorite song from any local artist, and this city as a lot of amazing musicians. This is just such an incredible job capturing what it’s like here in Newfoundland. I’ve never been a big fan of anything “Traditional” when it comes to music but it can be done well. This is one of those times. I definitely recommend listening to this, especially if you’ve never been here, you’ll probably want to.
have you ever seen my home,
a place you may not know,
have you ever walked the street of only bars?
Back in 1987, for just one season, there was an interactive Sci-fi show. Fans of the show could get light guns (similar to the old duck hunt gun for the NES) that you could use to help Captain Power and his team defeat Lord Dread. I don’t remember exactly how it worked, I was only 3 when the series ended, but I know you were able to keep score as you fired at enemies that ran by the screen. They used flashing lights and black squares on the soldiers and vehicles that would tell the gun if you hit the target. You could play a video game as you watched the show being broadcast. I hate that they never bothered to improve this tech. Imagine if I had a sonic screwdriver that allowed me to play a small game, that didn’t affect the story, as I watched Doctor Who. By now this technology would have been incredible. captain Power may not have been that great a series, and it was cancelled quick…but it was revolutionary and it shouldn’t have been forgotten. It’s unfortunate that sometimes things aren’t recognized for having enormous potential and are just left in the past. I can’t even begin to imagine where the world would be if certain things had to catch on more then they did. It sucks to know that if more people had to be interested in the show then the idea would have been expanded on and improved, eventually it probably would have stretched outside of poorly made Sci-fi shows and into other things. It’s like they thought “Hmmm no one seems to like this poorly written series that has bad special effects and terrible acting….Oh well, I guess this interactive light gun must have been a terrible idea. Let’s never do that again.” No, the interactive light gun was pretty much the only thing you did right. I’d really like to see someone try to remake this series. It had a cult following and sci-fi is a lot bigger now then it was in the 80’s. I think a new Captain Power series would do really well and could really make simple video games that take places during a series an actual thing. It’ll probably never happen.